Saturday, December 31, 2016

My thoughts spiraled down several different avenues this morning because of a comment made to a story posted concerning a meeting that dude had with healthcare magnets.  The premise is that they discussed ways to care better for veterans.  For me, the read was one more dot on the map to privatize our government.  

For eight years people have cried about Pres Obama making this country a socialist nation.  Forgetting we already run a somewhat socialist country, it was never the intent of the President or his administration to make this country socialist.  It would be hard, even in eight years, to turn a capitalistic economy to socialism without first breaking everything about it.  Yet here we are, and our economy is getting stronger and beginning to show growth, but they will not admit that.  They only point to the small number attached to the growth rate.  It's apparent how we do not understand enough about economics to know, that growth rate is pretty decent after the devastating recession we had.  I know this because I just took an economics course and realized just how much I didn't know or had forgotten.  I digress...

Because of some of his policies, the propaganda machine propped themselves up and misrepresented a lot of information.  Millions of people fed on this and were rabid about these lies and half truths to the point, they voted for a conman.  Now we are on the verge of seeing corporations take over services we rely on our government to do. Privatizing infrastructure, Medicaid/Medicare, and VA health care are only a few of the things I've seen mentioned.  So now instead of making the government cut increased spending we're going just to move the problem to the private sector.  Oh yeah, this will really make America great again.  Study your history, specifically go back to the time of the Robber Barons.  The men who built this country on the backs of workers who were paid little to nothing and had no guarantees should they fall ill or got hurt on the job.  Before there were regulations on safety in the workplace.  You see, the cabinet he's assembling thinks that $10 an hour is too much.  They don't like unions and want to remove government regulations so businesses can prosper.  Here's how businesses thrive.  You stop paying the president and CEO's multimillion dollar salaries, put the money back into the workers and watch your profits soar.  People can't buy your product when they don't have enough money to pay for basic necessities.  It's funny how the common man knows this but hardly applies it tot he decisions he makes about government and elected officials.

That's our problem.  We don't think.  We've been conditioned not to connect the dots.  If I say many, your brain triangulates and positions the thought of hundreds and thousands.  Except many can be used to describe any amount more than one.  So I could say many to describe two, but in the context of my statement and the subject, you will think hundreds.  Example:  Many are displeased with the ACA.  Look at the numbers.  More people have healthcare than any time in our history.  Yes, some individuals are annoyed (I'll come back to that displeasure) but how does that compare to the numbers of people are content or satisfied?  What is the ratio?  But when discussed, people will say most, or many people are displeased and are never asked to quantify that statement by stating how many are content or satisfied.  For that matter, no one discusses the number of people who are good to go.  It only matters the number of people with a negative opinion of the program.

Those with a negative view are angry at the wrong thing.  It would be more accurate to direct their displeasure (I came back)  at the insurance companies.  The insurance companies set the costs of premiums and what can/will be allowed in a policy at a given price.  The ACA had nothing to do with that.  Let's discuss what they ACA did.  The ACA told insurance companies you can no longer deny insurance for pre-existing conditions or certain health related issues that would cause the insurance company to pay out a lot in care.  It set out guidelines for preventive care especially in the suggested required area, like women's health.  It changed how some services are categorized to make some frivolous services taxable (i.e. elective procedures). It gave the consumer a choice.  What it didn't do was regulate premium costs and there in lies the problem.  You see insurance companies bet on not having to pay for claims because that makes your payments pure profit for them.  So now that they have to cover "unmentionables" they have to recoup their money somehow.  So they raise rates.  A recent study showed most insurance companies saw an increase in costs in the area they had, in the past, had little to know expenditures.  Overall, they were not losing money, but this higher cost didn't sit well.  Unfortunately, that higher costs did not keep the CEO from getting a multi-million dollar salary.  So the next time you want to cry about the ACA, place blame where it should be.  On the frickin insurance companies which have a license to rape and pillage.

We have got to do better. We wanted change, yet failed to make the change where it counts.  We loaded the cannon and set the dope for our demise.  Whatever your reasons for voting for that guy, none of them are going to keep you warm when road projects are done entirely by a private sector company, and you now have to pay a toll so they can recoup their money.  The seniors who rely on their Social Security and Medicaid, are gonna have serious buyers remorse if Ryan and McConnell get their way.  All signs say they will.  Veterans who are already disgruntled with the care they receive are now going to see costs where before there was nothing.  You asked for this when you failed to change the makeup of the House and Senate and gave them a president who is clueless and malleable.  Good luck

Friday, September 9, 2016

On February 21, 1989 I arrived on Parris Island, SC.  It was the wee hours of the morning.  As it was winter, you could see steam rising off exposed pipes.  I remember the bus driving past a set of buildings and seeing a person walking in a poncho and carrying a rifle.  My initial thought? I don't think I want to do that.  I remember arriving at the receiving center and from there, things are a haze.  At one point, all the women were in a room seated at desk with their heads down.  I had arrived with two other females and we were the only ones there.  We were told not to raise our heads.  I think I dozed off, not really sure but I remember hearing others come in.  At some point we were told to get up and get in a line at the door.  We were lead outside to another bus and taken to our squad bay.  Thus began my journey in which I would earn the title of U. S. Marine.

Thirteen weeks of hurry up and wait. i screamed "Aye Ma'am" so much, I may have done it in my sleep a time or two.  I remember being sent to the gear locker as we were packing to go to the rifle range because I got caught laughing at the DI.  I can remember watching a fellow recruit being dug on the quarterdeck because she left her footlocker unsecure.  I remember showers with three chicks in a shower stall.  One washed.  One rinsed and for our light green Marines, one washed her hair.  If a recruit used the toilet during showers, you didn't flush.  If you did flush, you were supposed to yell "FLUSH" to keep your platoon mates from being scalded.  Everyone's underwear, skivvy shirts and PT gear went into a pile.  There's a ditty we had to recite after showers.  We reported to the DI on duty and the scribe.  We held our money valuable bag dressed in our bra, panties and shower shoes, turning in a circle lifting both feet  and recited "Pvt Brooks has no ailments to report and does not need to got to sick call. all personals are present and accounted for."  This was so the DI could inspect our bodies for bruises or anything that might affect our training.  We were given an hour of free time each night.  Some of us wrote letters, some socialized.  Others cleaned their weapon or ironed their cammies.  At lights out and when they came on in the morning, we had to stand on line and count off.  Your number count matched your laundry number.  We learned to move when told and respond when spoken to by the DI.  We practiced drill on the parade deck and in the squad bay.

My DIs were a mixed bag.  My Senior was a really thin chain smoker who loved Doritos.  One of the other three was a blonde spitfire who called some of the most beautiful cadence.  One of the others was fresh out of DI School and took her maybe 10 weeks to stop looking scared.  She was also the nicest one and had the most shrill voice.  Then there was the five foot nothing pit bull.  She came to us halfway through and we all collectively hated her.  She replaced a previous pit bull who we had liked a little better. They nurtured, guided, harassed and mentored Platoon 4012 because they wanted us to be Marines.  Trust me, they got rid of the ones who just couldn't hack it.  Fortunately I was one they didn't try to cull although I was the resident run/hump drop.  On graduation day as I was sitting on the bus waiting to leave, my Senior came on looking for me.  She walked up to me and told me never doubt that I made it through boot camp because of the goodness of her heart.  She said she saw in me the makings of a good Marine and wished me well.

Today I revisited that time on a more introspective level.  Earlier this year a young recruit jumped three fights in his barracks, killing himself.  The investigation which was launched because of his death shows there was hazing and abuse committed upon recruits.  My first thought was, what do they consider hazing?  Was it when my DI made me run back and forth to my bunk because I had forgotten to bring an ink stick for knowledge?  Was it having to stand on line and listen to the DI gripe about nothing of consequence, on the grand scheme, but caused her to be disappointed in us?  Was it making us hold our rifles up at arm's length because she wasn't hearing the right amount of snap and pop when we executed right shoulder arms?  Was the time we all went straight to the pit after breakfast because some of the recruits got caught having a "ladies' day convention" in the head after lights out?  I'm definitely sure it was the time, I think her name was Palmer, got dug on the quarterdeck and had to giggle the whole time.

You see the Corps is a different animal.  Even if you're an admin, your main mission is to kill. We are the tip of the spear.  The commercial doesn't lie when it says we run toward the sound of fighting.  But can this be taught without a lot of things I have heard happens in the male squad bays?  America believes we are bad ass.  There's no doubt Marines are the baddest of those bad asses.  That's not ego.  That's truth.  How do you get that kind of hardened mentality without a little roughness in training? Don't get me wrong, I believe the Corps has to adjust it's way of doing things to train today's youth.  They are a different animal than even when I went in.  But how much of that should they lose?  At what point does the military, especially the Corps, say to society "Get the fuck out of our business."  There was and is a mystery about what makes that man and woman look so good in those iconic dress blue uniforms.  Trust me, it's not just PT and diet.  It's a mentality forged on Parris Island, at San Diego, at Quantico that says we will not surrender and we'll take all of you with us.  It's learning and commemorating all that have worn that uniform before you, while training those who will come after you.  It's ego, pride and very little humility.  It's professionalism, honesty and commitment to self, Corps, God and country.  

While I believe any behavior that cause a man or woman to jump three flights is too much, I don't believe that the Corps can afford to relax it's training anymore than it has.  DIs need to be trained to spot the people who can be pushed and adapt to the in your face tactic vs the people who seem strong of mind but have no clue how to adjust for this new life.  The latter will need to be culled and sent home.  Not everyone deserves to be a Marine and not everyone can be a Marine.

Tuesday, August 30, 2016

The Invisible Divide

Over the last few years, there has been a claim that "someone" is dividing the country.  Pres Obama has been blamed.  Hillary Clinton has been blamed.  Trump has been blamed. I'm just gonna put it out there, and people can agree or disagree.  I don't give a fuck.

THE UNITED STATES HAS NEVER IN IT'S HISTORY BEEN A UNIFIED COUNTRY.

From the way Native Americans were treated, to the slave trade, to Jim Crow and segregation and the Japanese internment camps, this country has had fissures splitting us into groups.  The only commonality is the one group responsible is the first to deny they caused the divide.  I have no idea what fairyland they live in, but this country is built on trying to keep people in certain places.  Let's discuss some of the myths surrounding this nonexistent divide.

Everytime race comes up; the deniers do two things.  They claim minorities are stuck in the past or try to equate their life to that of the minorities.  They are wrong on both points.  I read recently where someone said we don't get to decide if we experience racism or bigotry.  It happens simply because we are and it strikes without warning.  Some people will judge me just by the melanin in my skin.  Some people will discredit my intellect and wrap me in a persona far from who I am because of the darkness of my skin tone.  I have no control over this, yet I am the blame for this.  This is the life myself, and other minorities have lived for generations.  Though life has moved on it became an undercurrent of society, and the worst of it is done behind closed doors.  It has never been eradicated.  Further, to even think anyone experiences or suffers as minorities have is preposterous.  If you think giving a company a tax break for hiring a minority is a slight against you, I have news for you.  There are not enough jobs in the world to account for the years of living in chains, the intentional blocking of education and the lives lost just for trying to live as citizens of this country.  The US can never atone for what it did to us, but the blatant attempts to minimize what was done as if it's a dirty little secret does not make it go away.  It only makes that pill impossible to swallow.

Do you want to know why there's a divide?  There's a divide because blacks are the only people in this country who had to have their freedoms legislated.  Not even the Native Americans had to have law upon law signed and executed just to live and thrive.  After the Civil War, this country left newly freed slaves at the mercy of night riders.  Thousands of blacks lynched just because they were free to live as human beings.  The North wasn't much better.  Though they didn't have lynchings, they still treated blacks as second rate citizens.  For years porters, cooks, and washerwomen were the only jobs available to blacks outside of their own communities.  As years went on and the country began to mature, blacks were still denied basic rights.  Jim Crow laws had separate schools, eateries, and doctors.  Blacks would start a train ride in one compartment and have to move to another, most often a cattle car, no matter they paid the same fair or more.  Intermingling with other ethnicities was illegal and punishable by jail time or death.  Blacks were railroaded in court cases because the lawyer was on the side of the accuser and their juries had none of their peers.  Most often those charges were false.  People wonder why we still point out when a black person is the first to achieve something?  The question shouldn't be why we do it but how is it this is just now happening. Years of indignities heaped on top of a legacy started because of greed.

The biggest part of this that no one has ever called out the government on its lack of remorse.  Our government officially apologized to Holocaust victims and every year supports vigils in remembrance.  There is even a date on the calendar for remembrance.  Those camps had nothing to do with us.  Our government made an official apology to Japanese Americans and their descendants who had been interned in camps during WWII.  President Reagan authorized reparations of $20,000 to all survivors.  In their atonement to the Native Americans, reservations have governments separate from the national government.  The lands belong to them and the US government can't or shouldn't tell them what to do with it.  Our government brings hundreds of refugees into this country and provide them with the means to start a new life free from the persecution of their homeland.

Yet, to blacks, we get pandering legislation which still leaves a lot to the discretion of people who would hold us down.  To get relief, we have to be willing to spend hours in court and have to come up with indisputable evidence we have been wronged.  My ancestors were promised 40 acres and a mule.  Never got it.  Not once has the government officially apologized or showed any remorse for the dichotomy created by slavery.  You want us to go home?  We have no home.  Your ancestors took us from our home and changed us.  Miss me with that crap about Africans selling us into slavery.  They couldn't have sold us if you weren't looking to buy.  You know how demand works right? I know the government will never apologize.  They will never stand in front of the world and say this country traded in human flesh and disenfranchised a whole race of people. To make matters worse, they eliminated the slavery enterprise and still didn't care because now, blacks were of no use to them.  They never cared if we thrived.  They mostly wish we would just go away.  But we can't, won't.

Everything I have typed here is painful.  It's as painful for me as it is for you.  I know that, but until you are willing to have this conversation without reservations or justifications, the divide will exist. I saw an argument that if Muslims are so peaceful why don't they police the ones who are giving them a bad name.  When did anyone ever police the Klan?  When has anyone ever stood up and said: "That's bigotry, and you should be ashamed."  NEVER.  That's why the division exists.  America is one huge hypocrisy.  We love to tell other countries how they should live and spread "freedom", but we refuse to sweep around our own front door.  We are the cause of the divide.

Monday, August 29, 2016

Today I spent a lot of time avoiding Facebook.  You see there's this guy Colin Kaepernick.  He's a quarterback for the San Francisco 49'ers.  He used to be decent but now, he seems to have lost it.  Well, he decided he's no longer going to stand when the national anthem plays.  The aftershock is still rolling strong.  There have been videos of fans burning his jersey.  Dakota Meyer decided to put his two cents in.  It seems as if everyone is blasting him for making a personal choice.  

I get it.  When I first saw the story, my immediate reaction was "WHOA." Then I started to read all the stories and open letters.  Well, it was enough to make me grind my teeth and want to burn some people at the stake.  

First let me point out, Michael Phelps laughed during his medal ceremony.  LAUGHED.  It trended for about two hours.  The only reaction was a question during a follow-up interview.  No outrage.  No "this guy is a POS." No "he needs to respect the flag."  Just nothing.  Crickets.  Unlike preseason football, this broadcast on national TV during prime time.  So I've asked a few times in the last few days what is the difference in the laugh and sitting.  No one answers me.  I'm not leaving it alone.  Someone will give me an answer hopefully.

The other part are the veterans who are wrapping themselves in their service and flogging the guy at every turn.  These are the same guys who joke about dodging colors.  You see every day, on every military base, colors is played for everyone to hear as the flag is raised at sun up and lowered at sun down.  If you're outside in uniform, you're supposed to snap to attention in the direction of the flag and render a salute.  You hold that position until the last note fades.  If you are not in uniform, you simply snap to facing the direction of the flag.  When the last note fades, you can go on about your business.  These same people who are slamming Colin and calling him a piece of shit are the same individuals who scatter like roaches when that warning bugle play.  They have even thought it was funny to hold the door, so their compatriot is stuck outside because he didn't get in fast enough.  How fuckin hypocritical and self-righteous.

They have tied his actions to his level of patriotism.  One has nothing to do with the other.  Most of the people slamming him weren't patriotic enough to put on a uniform every day for a minimum of two to four years and answer the call to support this country's interest without question.  I bet they all have their little excuse about why they didn't serve.  Not that service makes you more patriotic but if you love the country so damn much, why didn't you write that blank check?  Why didn't you raise your right hand and vow to support and defend??? WHY?????

A guy I consider a friend said Colin's actions are probably the American thing a person can do.  I agree wholeheartedly.  The constitution of this nation allows that a citizen may protest any grievances they feel the country has visited upon them.  His protest was quiet and nonviolent.  He did not incite anarchy or a riot.  He simply did not stand to pay homage to symbols of this country which he feels has failed us.  We have all been lamenting that failure.  We have done nothing more than bitch whine and complain on Facebook or in personal conversation.  At least Colin made an effort.

Finally, for all the veterans who say what he did is a slap in the face for your sacrifice, you're a damn liar.  You sacrificed so he could do this. Your service was to protect his right to protest.  You are the last ones who should stand in judgment of his actions.  You should puff your chest out with pride that he's not going along to get along.  You should know your service has not been in vain. To say or anything else makes you a hypocrite and shames your service.

To Colin much respect.  I might have gone about it a different way, but you do you ok?

Sunday, August 28, 2016

White people, no offense, but ya'll need to sit down and shut up

For the past couple weeks I've been simmering on a low boil.  People who know me will attest I don't play the "white man is out to get me" thing.  I am a firm believer that no matter your ethnicity, you are your biggest roadblock. When faced with a situation, one should eliminate all other contributions before settling on race.  I've had just as many black people do dirty things to me as I have others.  I can also look back on my life and find many more others who have encouraged or helped me when I needed it.  I've been accused of denying or forgetting I am black.  Not sure how that happens but okay.  The last couple weeks though, or more the last year, has seen me speak more and more on black issues.  My effort is to try to help my other friends, associates and acquaintances understand why black people feel the way they do.  So let me try a different tack.  Let me lay it out from my perspective.

On the political front you have Republicans who are trying to feed the black community, from a long handle spoon, the idea that Democrats have used and abused us.  They Dems have kept us beholden to them with social programs and ideas of hope.  That's such complete and utter bullshit.  It's because of those social programs that we can try to live a semblance of a decent, dignified life.  Let's talk about the Republicans.  When asked what have they done for us, they crown in glory is Lincoln freed the slaves.  These people have never read the document.  I was inclined to read it years ago when my Economics instructor challenged me on whether or not the proclamation really freed the slaves.  I was humbled to concede it did not.  The Emancipation Proclamation is documented as Lincoln's act to end slavery.  In fact, he did not wish to end ALL slavery.  He intended to end slavery in the states which had ceded the Union.  Read the document.  It stated "states in rebellion."  At the time, there were slave states which were not in rebellion.  Communication being what it was in those days and the way of human nature, people heard the words slaves, free in the same sentence and off it went.  Now after the information is passed far and wide, there is no way Lincoln can contradict this right? So yeah he freed the slaves, by accident.

Then they hang their hats on the 15th amendment.  Well again, that was just window dressing.  Let me set the stage.  Since 1863, black people were considered free but the government did nothing to make them whole.  They were left to the machinations of things like the night riders aka KKK, Jim Crow laws, segregation and any other local law people saw fit to enact.  Imagine even in northern states there were separate bathrooms and eating areas.  So we come to 1870 and the government puts another band aid on the issue by ratifying an amendment to allow black people to vote. Except they specifically noted race, color or previous servitude.  This meant states, especially southern states had to get crafty.  They did and blacks were still largely prevented from voting.  It would be a hundred years after being given their freedom before blacks would see some type of equality with he Civil Rights Act of 1964 and the Voting Rights Act of 1965.  Both of these measures passed with a majority of Democratic votes.  Suck on that Republicans.

So with the orange dude talking about blacks in impoverished neighborhoods and broken homes has been grating on my nerves.  A man who is a serial philanderer, has been married three times, has a total of five kids from these marriages wants to talk about broken homes?  The cajones it takes to do that and act like you're a savior is mind boggling.  Further, it's an inaccurate picture of the black community.  His data is way off and there is just as many troubled children in two parent homes as in one parent.  I guess his stepford family is supposed to be a model. My biggest issue is he and his cronies saying Democrats want to keep black people impoverished.  Democrats are the only ones who have tried to help us but neither party has our best interest at heart.  They are the ones using us as a tool to get votes.

Let's level set.  Black people are not clueless to the failings of the Democratic party or their candidate.  Black people just aren't interested in hearing promises from a guy who has spent his whole life plotting against us.  You cannot wipe away the investigations which found he would not rent to minorities simply because they weren't white.  You cannot hide the full page ad he put on the central park five.  We know about the firing of black dealers in his casinos.  Most importantly, we know his degrees were bought and paid for by his daddy.  The man has the intellect of a stoner.  I take that back. a crackhead is smarter than this guy.  Black women are the fastest growing group with secondary and post graduate degrees.  Contrary to what you might believe, there are more black men sitting in college than standing on a corner.  GOP stop pandering to the lowest common denominator. It won't work.

To all the black people who are getting on his bandwagon, remember, you are still just a black person.  Ride his train all you want.  In the end, you will get squashed with the rest of us if the evil he has stirred up continues to rise.


Wednesday, June 22, 2016

I've been filling up facebook with my rambling and tirades.  They revolve around the absolute idiotic tendency of people to pass information that is half or totally not true.  I tell myself let it go but then I see all these other people in the amen corner and, well next thing you know my finger is swiping on the keyboard.  

When I see things that call to my emotions, I research it.  Mostly I do.  Sometimes I share simply because I don't really care.  Sometimes I share just to see what sort of rise I can get out of the people in my friends' list.  I don't share news stories unless they come from an established news outlet like the national media or well known newspapers.  I'm even skeptical of Politico, Breibart and Huffington Post.  These other fly by night internet rags are out there just because some dude majored in journalism (a dying field) and sits in his mom's basement inciting a riot over bs.  Ok maybe that's harsh but really. Anybody can clip and cut video with software found on the internet.  They are good for taking a printed story and using parts of it out of context.  People eat it up.  It's amazing to me how many people believe things simply because it's on some official looking news site but claim others are blind and naive.  Hilarious.

My rule of thumb is, if a hundred percent of the story is my exact opinion or feeds more into something I detest, then it's probably not worth believing.  I will go look for other stories to corroborate or disprove what I read.  It's not that hard.  Thirty seconds of typing to get a hundred links.  

But people are happy in their ignorance and they can't or refuse to see the other side.